the ben identity

another week has passed without much happening. pretty much seems like the story of my life these days! gettin poorer by the way. haha

finally booked the bangkok trip after much fretting over the pass few weeks. thanks to daphne who found a really cheap package. really looking forward to the trip haha. havent been overseas in a long time. no, jb doesnt count. haha

hm, but as mentioned i gettin pretty poor. hope the outdoor interviewer job works out lor. though i think its quite difficult la. maybe have to find another job soon. not sure la. No work = No $$ = Cant spend overseas which is like... wah lau. waste money go there right? haha. especially since i'm going both bangkok and hongkong.

think i'm really unlucky recently. shall try to gamble less. wadever i wanna buy but dun, never fails to be a winner. wadever i buy, always misses by a little. haiz. something wrong with me since dunno when la... keep losing. zzzz

hm lets see ... dun think there's anything to look forward too next week. zzz another week of boredom? haha. some pple will kill to be in my position. lol. but i guess next weeks i have to hit the streets for the interviewing liaoz. hope get some kind pple to help me with it. haha.

once again... u have come to the end of another blog entry. zzz. be back again next week.

from now on i'll never be known as cpl goh yangpeng benjamin again. hahhaa...!! woohoo!! ORD LOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i must say that a lot has happened within these 2 years.. welll as you know 2 years is a long time! looking back it may seem to have passed in a twinkling of an eye, but.. during the course of or when looking forward to a certain date, everyone knows its seems freakin long.

i've changed over these 2 years. well who doesnt change in 2 years? haha. well so wad has army taught me?
rule number 1 office politics sucks. anyone and everyone can stab u to get into an advantageous position! so beware pple.
number 2 sometimes when u may have committed something wrong... just shuddup about it. kinda bad. but that's reality.
no. 3 some pple may think they r smarter than u , let them be! when things go wrong snigger at them.. haha.
number 4. security is very impt. (govt speech coming up) i come to realise that security is slack because of assholes who think they should be above security. if ur bag is being checked just shuddup and oblige its for security. dun create trouble. if not f*ck u. the other day saw tis guy ranting at the mrt security for checkin his bag. think pple like him should go jail get fine oh. i know.. do cwo... make him check bags for a day! hahaa... ok i'm mad cos i have been enduring this shit for so long.
number 5. if u have nothing to say. just crap along... like wad is on this entry so far.. haha!!

ok so much for army. oh yeah. guys still serving gd luck take care hope u ord soon~! and to all the frens i made in army thanks for making army more tolerable!

hm... nothing else much to update.. oh yeah. bangkok trip. nothing confirm yet though made a trip to natas with daphne june jasc and aaron. a special mention to daphne here. although she was sick, she came all the way down on an hour long bus ride, endured her discomfort, walked through the entire travel fair, gave insightful views on the trip and made all the enquiries while i just stood around. i salute u girl. u rock, like totally. to those who could have made it but didnt bother to come, boo! oh yeah daphne, alto i'm salutin u here, next time if ya sick dun come k? rest at home! haha. health's more impt. frens can wait!

anyway more on the bangkok thing. everyone, pls make up on ur minds quik. if not we may end up only being able to go buangkok(those hear tis joke liaoz pretend i havent said it).

hm quite a long entry liaoz... update again soon. MR GOH, OUT!

if u havent noice tis is my 2nd post in 2 days!! haha~! so those of u who havent read the previous post please proceed to the archives! =P sorry for the inconvenience.

actually i only wanted to clarify some things from my previous post. but then since i'm already here, why not add another post and crap about more right? after thinkin about wad i posted yerterdae realised that some part of it may be unclear...

ok so here's the clarification. if u remember i said i may become stingy and try not to spend too much money. but i would like u all to know that i would still pay my dues when we go dutch on a meal. IE i would pay my share of the service charge cess etc!! i'm not that niao. and present money i may take longer to pay but i will rest assure!

haha. after that apologies about not having meals together yesterdae, today i missed 2 liaoz. wah not good. my apologies to jascelyn, harn and june. jasc, sorry didnt see ya msg til i left ntu! next time i'm in ntu will sure jio u for lunch. haha. harn, june sorry didnt wait around till u all finish school haha. too tired la... summore got human origin to do.. hehe =P

hm anyone watches the 9pm show on ch8? well, sometimes i catch a bit of it when i'm having dinner.. and.. it only reaffirms my dislike of terrence cao! he cant act la!! always acting cool only. duh. wonder why mediacorp still uses him when they have more talented actors like adrain pang. he that popular meh? those who hate him give a shout! haha! boo terence cao! anyway in genral i think the show sucks. practically everything can be predicted. duh! and why are there always so many conincidences in ch8 serials? i guess if u have watch one u watched them all.

lol. quite wu liaoz rite tis post? haha. thats the way it is la....

if u havent noticed.. i havent been updatin on my ord status recently.. haha.. and guess wad... tis is my ord week already~! woohoO! i can countdown to ord on 1 hand! yeah! ok. 'nuff said. haha.

hm well. i need to seek everyone's forgiveness.. before i make anyone unhappy. sounds solemn huh? as i'm gonna ord, i received my last allowance form the saf last week. and it wasnt very much anyway. so i needed seek everyone's forgiveness if i seem a bit stingy, and penny pinch most of the time. i'm sorry if i do not meet up for dinner, or any other outin so often. i'm sorry if i owe ya money for presents. i'm sorry if i have to leave earlier so as to take the bus/mrt. til i get a job/allowance/strike 4d i hope u all understand. thanks. haha. =) hm anyone with job opening pls contact me haha. thanks

hm tis coming week.. tmr going ntu medical. so far.. haha. tues sgh.. and submit uni application. wed... nothing yet? grandma's place for lunch i suppose? thurs... nothing again. oh! june and dap's human origin quiz due! fri ORD! ha. sat sun also nothing for the time being.

if u notice i mention about some quiz in the previous para? haha. must be wonderin why i mentioned it.. well i'm just helping them with it la.. human origin. how humans evolved to today's state.. about tis topic, i think i only like the historical kinda stuff discoveries etc. but some readings really get be blur blur. i guess thanks to army la haha.. brain rot for 2 yrs liaoz. anyway, hope to be able to help them complete their quiz asap hahaha.. hm.. NONONO!!! dun flood me with homework requests haha.

quite sad last midweek. arsenal got knocked out of the champs league again. altho the match was won, arsenal lost on aggregate.. zzz.. sianz man. haiz. but i guess they didnt do enuff once again. hope next season will be better. haha. yeah yeah all u non-believers stop sniggerin. oh yeah. one amazing stat. arsenal has kept 4 clean sheets in a row!

hm guess thats all for another post on a sunday... think i'll try to update on friday.. haha. thats if i can stop smilin from the ord effect!

*cough* *cough*... i'm chokin. the air stinks thanks to all the bush fires and hot weather. but thankfully the air condition is improvin. if not i will die i guess haha. cant stand it anymore.. maybe i should get an air purifier if situations don't improve.. haha

tis week been quite busy with so many pple celebratin their birthdays... 21st birthdays at that... ok so only 2 la.... but 2 in 2 days not enuff meh? haha. anyway... happy 21st birthday michelle and philip! haha.

hm.. oh yeah.. daphne, june,aaron,jack,bene,phil,marcus,manfred, jascelyn, shiuh liang, florence, harn,wendy & joanne... thanks for the birthday present! haha! special thanks to daphne for making the effort to go with me to select my present... haha.. =)

i lost at mahjong again on friday... maybe its time to take a bow from the game. haha. lost all confidence and am lacking in positive thinking.. before playing i already thinking sure lose one. haha. why liddat... haiz. dunno wad happen also la. but i think i should seriously consider taking a hiatus. =|

yesterdae was the day i saw my father spend the most money ever. haha. first he went to buy a new car.. haha. then... he decided his phone was gettin cranky.. then so went down to hello! shop at compass point.. at first we were looking for a cheap phone... haha... well my father usually quite jie jian(forgot the english word suddenly, haha) then suddenly he was considering whether to get a camera phone.. then ... in the end he decided to get a nokia 6020! and paid $318 for it! haha. so my father now has a new car(which hasnt arrive yet) and a new phone!!! (not very interestin? dun yawn la)

anyway... havent found anyone who want to go overseas together yet... zzz... maybe i should start calling people and asking them haha.. so lazy lor me. haha

oh yeah u may find it strange why i'm writing my blog on sunday morning instead of evening... well... going mich's chalet later... not sure coming back anot so tot better write first la! =P

hm yeah thats all! bye! oh. one last point! arsenal finally won! haha